Sunday, June 5

Monday, May 23

UN-COOL high school,graduates, and other?

soo, i have recently graduated ( :] yaay ). and im very excited to get this train moving on to much cooler things. but the whole time i was sitting in our little coliseum i couldnt help but think of how much high school really sucked ass. and i thought "WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BE SAD TO LEAVE THIS HOLE?" -i literally screamed this in my head at myself- i mean dont get me wrong i had some good times and made some lifelong friendships -hopefully- but the bad outweighs the good in this senario! my high school is like super poor,im not even joking. we have to raise money to do anything and everything. its dirty,and it smells like a day old port-a-potty. i think its a disgrace to schools everywhere,but maybe im being a little harsh? 
so i already mentioned that in a graduate right? im a bit excited to say that. i worked hard as hell to graduate,but it always seems like an everyday thing to happen to me. i dont feel any different then i did before,i didnt go to any big parties, and i certainly dont feel sad about leaving all my 'friends'. lol. there was a total of 322 people in my senior class and i had the honor of knowing a good 100 of them. and its not like i tried to know all off them,but its not like i didnt try either? does that make sense? sure hope it does. 
so high school wasnt really my forte. i mean im a bit of a loner and i can be anti-social more oft then not. i just think that im gonna "bloom" in college. i mean who actually likes high school? the teachers are a pain, the work is a bigger pain and the food is terrible! school is like a bad job that you cant quit unless you wanna suck at life -or if by insane chances you become a gazillionaire like Bill,who btw is my hero!- 
and if life doesnt get you down with its utter lameness,then do something awesome. make a namw for yourself. if you have something to say let it be herd! i might be a bit anti-social but if i had something worthwhile to say i say i for all to hear. everybody counts to somebody,and if you dont count to anyone else then you always have yourself!

hmm,im excellent at rambling
i refer to myself as 'pro'
because i have the lady balls!

with joy,
Pobre (proud owner of lady balls...and a diploma.)

Thursday, May 19

Twispian Terror, the Gays, and Bucket lists!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hmm,okay im good now. i was just freaking out about my new read Revolting Youth: The Further Adventures of Nick Twisp. its a great read you should check it out! im so head over heels with this series! oh wait, did i tell you its a series? of course i didnt well i just did then huh? lol. the series follows our hero Nick Twisp through his ever detailed diary. he tells us of all his adventures, all of which were indirectly caused by his moving and meeting his-as he calls her- “One and Only true love” Sheeni Saunders. all in all it really is a great read. ummmmmmmm..SECOND TOPIC!

so i was watching Our America on the Oprah channel (which i LOVE by the way), and they had the ‘pray the gay away?’ episode on. i had nothing better to do so i figured why not? i completely regret watching it. i mean it made me feel like crap, seeing as i am a member of the gay community (fyi: im bisexual). it was about two things: gays who try to renounce their gayness, because the 6 verses in the bible that talk about homosexuality says its wrong AND those who ignore the verses and embrace their inner gay whilst they still hold steadfast to their religion. now dont get me wrong i dont think bad of those who think they can change themselves, but in my mind they suck for denying to indulge on their inner selves’ carnal desires. well i could go on about this forever so im gonna leave it here. lets just say that the episode rubbed me the wrong way. THIRD TOPIC!

aha, yes this one is my favorite! so sometime after my last post i started my bucket list. see you are supposed to make a bucket list when you find out you have a sickness thats gonna kill you soon (or at least i think so…hmm). seeing as im so young my list must be completed before i turn 30. most people dont realize how big turning thirty is for a woman, but seeing as i do i figured that it would be a perfect marker. my bucket list is pretty awesome. i would tell you all whats on it, but i forgot where i put it! oh well im gonna save it for next week i guess! and thus i leave you with my word of the week: cadaverous it just rolls off your tongue right? lol