Monday, May 23

UN-COOL high school,graduates, and other?

soo, i have recently graduated ( :] yaay ). and im very excited to get this train moving on to much cooler things. but the whole time i was sitting in our little coliseum i couldnt help but think of how much high school really sucked ass. and i thought "WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BE SAD TO LEAVE THIS HOLE?" -i literally screamed this in my head at myself- i mean dont get me wrong i had some good times and made some lifelong friendships -hopefully- but the bad outweighs the good in this senario! my high school is like super poor,im not even joking. we have to raise money to do anything and everything. its dirty,and it smells like a day old port-a-potty. i think its a disgrace to schools everywhere,but maybe im being a little harsh? 
so i already mentioned that in a graduate right? im a bit excited to say that. i worked hard as hell to graduate,but it always seems like an everyday thing to happen to me. i dont feel any different then i did before,i didnt go to any big parties, and i certainly dont feel sad about leaving all my 'friends'. lol. there was a total of 322 people in my senior class and i had the honor of knowing a good 100 of them. and its not like i tried to know all off them,but its not like i didnt try either? does that make sense? sure hope it does. 
so high school wasnt really my forte. i mean im a bit of a loner and i can be anti-social more oft then not. i just think that im gonna "bloom" in college. i mean who actually likes high school? the teachers are a pain, the work is a bigger pain and the food is terrible! school is like a bad job that you cant quit unless you wanna suck at life -or if by insane chances you become a gazillionaire like Bill,who btw is my hero!- 
and if life doesnt get you down with its utter lameness,then do something awesome. make a namw for yourself. if you have something to say let it be herd! i might be a bit anti-social but if i had something worthwhile to say i say i for all to hear. everybody counts to somebody,and if you dont count to anyone else then you always have yourself!

hmm,im excellent at rambling
i refer to myself as 'pro'
because i have the lady balls!

with joy,
Pobre (proud owner of lady balls...and a diploma.)

Thursday, May 19

Twispian Terror, the Gays, and Bucket lists!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hmm,okay im good now. i was just freaking out about my new read Revolting Youth: The Further Adventures of Nick Twisp. its a great read you should check it out! im so head over heels with this series! oh wait, did i tell you its a series? of course i didnt well i just did then huh? lol. the series follows our hero Nick Twisp through his ever detailed diary. he tells us of all his adventures, all of which were indirectly caused by his moving and meeting his-as he calls her- “One and Only true love” Sheeni Saunders. all in all it really is a great read. ummmmmmmm..SECOND TOPIC!

so i was watching Our America on the Oprah channel (which i LOVE by the way), and they had the ‘pray the gay away?’ episode on. i had nothing better to do so i figured why not? i completely regret watching it. i mean it made me feel like crap, seeing as i am a member of the gay community (fyi: im bisexual). it was about two things: gays who try to renounce their gayness, because the 6 verses in the bible that talk about homosexuality says its wrong AND those who ignore the verses and embrace their inner gay whilst they still hold steadfast to their religion. now dont get me wrong i dont think bad of those who think they can change themselves, but in my mind they suck for denying to indulge on their inner selves’ carnal desires. well i could go on about this forever so im gonna leave it here. lets just say that the episode rubbed me the wrong way. THIRD TOPIC!

aha, yes this one is my favorite! so sometime after my last post i started my bucket list. see you are supposed to make a bucket list when you find out you have a sickness thats gonna kill you soon (or at least i think so…hmm). seeing as im so young my list must be completed before i turn 30. most people dont realize how big turning thirty is for a woman, but seeing as i do i figured that it would be a perfect marker. my bucket list is pretty awesome. i would tell you all whats on it, but i forgot where i put it! oh well im gonna save it for next week i guess! and thus i leave you with my word of the week: cadaverous it just rolls off your tongue right? lol


Tuesday, May 17

Porno sites and Blended potatoes.

–im gonna try to not ramble this time!–

well for starters, i was recently-and unknowingly- signed up for adult chat roulette. i was hacked i guess and they just signed me up for that crap! they even got some of my pictures and now all these men who are old enough to be my grandfather are telling me things they would do to me and that they wanna have “relations” with me! EWW!! is all i have to say about that! lol, and i dont know who did it or how but i cant seem to get rid of it! oh well i can deal with it but i will have to get that fixed soon like ASAP!!

haha, now the potatoes! well the other day i decided to make some mashed potatoes! now dont get me wrong im a pro at making them and i do make them all the time, i just decided i was tired that day and decided to take a shortcut. i cocked them and i did all the things i usually do but i didnt feel like mashing them because i knew it would make my arm sore –i made like 5lbs. of potatoes!–so i put them in the blender. to top off my stupidity i put them in AND walked away!! when i came back the blender was somking! i had just about died at that moment i thought it was gonna burst into flames or something you know? thank goodness it didnt because i would have been dead meat!! i finally regained my sanity and took it off the base and you know what? THOSE POTATOES ROCKED MY WORLD! they were super delicious, and i know what you are thinking “she didnt learn her lesson, shes gonna do it again”, but come on im not that stupid. i will NEVER do that ever again! that blender is too important! i use it to make drinks! 

haha well this is it for today! adios!!

yours truly,

Sunday, May 15


my name is Anitra, but please feel free to call me Pobrecito. I don’t really have any reason to start a blog just utter boredom. I really don’t think anybody is gonna read this; or it they do they wont take it seriously. I’m 17 years old Im a senior at my terribly oppressive high school this year, graduation is next Saturday. after my graduation im going to move out of my mothers equally oppressive house, and off to college i will be! :) the only person I love is my daddy, and my stepdad sometimes, but my mother NEVER. she is the only person I can say i genuinely hate. Enough about the loving and hating. even though my surroundings are like acid,im a very happy, loving,bubbly girl. i guess its because im speaking of the surface that you cant see my scars. all in due time! :) i promise.

later my loves

(P.S.-this was shorter than i thought it would be,longer next time kay? and perhaps a better topic!)